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(Monday, July 02, 2007-)
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# Worst of Times.-
Apparently, i aint allowed to stay happy for too long. I cant be allowed to smile for more than a month. if not, i would probably be struck down by a series of suay events.
Right now, i got nothing but sadness and frustration.
The worst is that its affected the people around me.
I am seriously losing myself. No matter what I try, I cannot seem to stay me for a long period of time.
I guess somewhere sometime i committed something so bad that I will be constantly plagued by people who disappoint me. As of now, I don't know what is more saddening; my life or the people i know.
Or maybe its because i expect too much out of people. well, i guess thats the only conclusion i can form.
I remember a good friend once telling me, "When it comes to real friends, we don't count the favors we give each from time to time. Because the minute we do, we lose sight of that friend and think of him or her as someone who is in debt to you."
Gosh. I have to relearn this lesson.
In the end, I don't think I'm a good friend at all.
I flare my temper when i don't feel good.
I take my anger on my friends.
Oh dear.
Fuck. I need a revamp.
the story ends like this;
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