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(Saturday, June 30, 2007-)
+11:04 PM]*
# indeed it is.-
Oh man... I feel like such a jerk.
haish.
Don't feel like explaining.
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+2:12 AM]*
# Changes Changes-
Oh dear~ I blundered big time.
usually, when faced with such a question, one would just lie~
but no~~ I didn't keep my cool.
Sigh* i blundered. Thats the bottom line.
Right. Now for the future.
I fear losing what I hold dearest.
I really don't what things to change. well at least not yet.
But past experiences tells me it will.
Better or Worst. I don't know.
I only wish that you stay by my side.
Sigh*
Don't want things to change but it will.
Please don't change.
Why do I feel like I've already lost you.
:(
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(Tuesday, June 26, 2007-)
+5:10 PM]*
# Stepping Out. Or not?-
Well. Aiyo~ wat a situation.
Have you ever had this scenerio?
U love her too much to tell her u like her becoz ure afraid tat u may spoil the relationship?
lol tats wat im feeling now la.
Izzit a lousy excuse? even though i noe its not pted directly at me~
haish.
Feel like stepping out. should i or should i not?
oh dear.
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(Wednesday, June 20, 2007-)
+9:18 PM]*
# Attack of the long hair ladies!-
After goin to sch to complete the presentation for comm skills,
went to meet yj hl n gj for sushi~
buffet one~ tired of paying 1 plate for 2 bucks
anw, after a veri filling dinner, went to walk ard far east.
after tat, went home on 132
On the bus, i was 'attacked' by 2 long hair ladies.
the bus was a double decker, not veri crowded but all the seats were taken. so stood ard the allocated area. i took a corner wif a lady in pink sitting beside where i was standing.
heres the sian part, she was slping. her head bobbled ard freely.
its ok if ur head bobbles due to the motion of the bus.
but tat toot hit me several times on my arm.
Finally but unfortunately, she put her head on my arm la!
ZZZZ
u noe if shes chio, u wun mind but shes butt ulgy! ARGH!
I elbowed her awake~ i noe its abit mean but it was so dam uncomfortable wif my lappy and all.
Den dis long hair girl stood in front of me. it would be ok on normal conditions but no~~~ she had to swing her head left n right. Her hair flew~ n started to swipe me. ZZZZ. at times it was ticklish. Others it was juz pain!
I bth. den let juz go of the handle. unintentionally, it hit her~
wahaha. abit of pay back.
woo~
okok
tats enugh reporting.
right off now
byez~
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(Saturday, June 16, 2007-)
+8:38 PM]*
# Well the usual-
Right. Today went to study CTs coming n all.
but i cant help tinking of my position.
yes i am sitting.
wat i mean is where i stand in her eyes.
6 months~ hmmmmm so wats up about it?
ever since my latest incident, i told myself that b4 u go rushing into telling anyone u like her. well take a step back n see wat she reli is. well i tink i sounded kinda mean but u get my pt.
I guess~ every case is different n needs to be care accordingly~
well tats all
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(Friday, June 15, 2007-)
+10:06 PM]*
# Rhythmless~-
Well. I guess the onli time i come back to blog is when i have something to rant about.
Right.
Hmmmmm i guess i feel abit awkward now.
Cant say tat i m not trying anything.
well, as far as i can tell, i am alredi trying my best.
lol the onli now i ponder over is wat m i trying my best for?
Reli~ i wanna let her noe but i juz feel tat its too premature to juz go off n say 'i love you~ be my gf~'
...
ok tat sounded weird ba. But in a way, i always wanted to tell her dis line... juz not tat bluntly la.
So the qxn to myself is wat m i reli trying to achieve doin all tat hu-ha~
Sometimes i feel tat i am over-calculating.
Yet sometimes i feel tat i m being veri insensitive to her.
Wat a lousy situation.
Supposely dis girl of my dreams is so hard to achieve. or at least i am trying to obtain of her. From what i feel, shes looking for a totally diff kind of guy.
not dis goof ball hu cannot be bothered wif life and what it can offer.
Shesh~ what high self esteem~ i juz lost mine~
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(Monday, June 11, 2007-)
+12:56 AM]*
# Oh dear~-
I NOE ITS BEEN A LOOOONNNNNGGG TIME SINCE I BLOGGED!
GOMEN!
anw the reason being... well juz didnt bother to pick up my keyboard n start typing.
oso i have been ge-ing alot lately~
right lets recap for the past almost 1 mth of not blogging.
Tat bitch~ well from what i can tell. i duno whether to scoff at her actions or juz laugh into oblivion~ simply becoz the money is like 1 yr old liao~ dam lol la~ yet worth piff-ing at. hmmm maybe its juz my pure resentment of her or juz tat i find it verrrrriiii petty to suddenly ask for money which has long due.
next, after writing tat long report~ i got tricked by someone~ so much so tat i i had to redraft it at the 11th hour. oh boy~ i practically rushed thru the nite. hmmm i was tinking wat my bro say was right la~ shalt believe watever i hear from now on even it is from a reliable source and all~
well, tats all i can recount for now lo. hmmmm cant say its been an uneventful week or anything... but it was oso eventful at the same time~
now the qxn to myself is: m i rdy? is she rdy? r we rdy? n no dis aint leading to no barney song eh.
i guess only time will tell ba.
right~ since its the study break(Holidays). its time to start pia-ing lo~ dis yr can say becoz of my slacker att towards certain subs and the way loathe a certain cher... shesh~ i got alot to catch up lo! sian leh~
right right what muz be done have to be done.
well i guess tat accounts for everything~
bye~
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