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(Monday, October 30, 2006-)
+4:25 PM]*
# Silly Tgts-
Ok today i am frustrated in ways i do not understand. so ar i became violent. started whacking ppl up. its a rather unhealthy way of releashing stress and all but its like i want to whack up my frens. it feels like i have no choice. the anger juz come out whenever somethign triggers it. i muz learn how to control my temper again. my rage. my unfound hatred.
Mediate on dis. It is a must. One day, i may end up losing all my frens. the power to refrain is being diminished every second. i muz veri well relearn how to control.tats the way ba. ok i in cls lol.
will blog ltr. cya
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+12:25 AM]*
# Long one bear wif it-
I have done it. Well alot of people dun tink tat i am capable of actually showing my anger as in physically like slamming hps. its sounds za bor-ish but i guess when guys are pissed they do it too. so right i guess dis entry for the ppl i have whined for the past few days. u see rite. everyone has a limit. in her eyes, it may be nothing. but to me yes... it means alot. bad att. constant asking of favours. the feeling of being taken for granted. i noe i am sensitive.tats y i need ppl to reconfirm my doubts and uncertainies. so ar. thx ar to those ppl. at least u guys r dere to listen.
yes.dis wk i was plagued wif doubt n frustration. anyone wif eyes can see tat i was throwing my anger ard. nobody tgt tat i would hang up on her. its simple: Terry has a limit. so dun cross it.seriously. i like to crap.yea tats gd. plz dun gimme att or face without reason leh. its kinda saddening since i juz wanna laugh wif u be ur fren. honestly i do. but ar when u suddenly turn face. its kinda sad lo juz saying ba.
anyway, i goin to be an umpire at the upcoming tornament. Master caterer too. if u muz noe, its actually jaga food onli. say until so cool but its a simple job. its cool. first tkd tornament i became an official. but muz wear formal. blue pants white long sleeve blue tie court shoes. zzz etc. its held 11 nov sat. full day ting.
ok late liao. enugh.
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(Thursday, October 26, 2006-)
+7:08 PM]*
# bad day.-
What a bad day. I am so sick of it. i wanna apologise to the foloing ppl:
1.loon for hitting u for no reason
2.shaun for whacking harder than usual
3.chidam for whacking.
4.hl for spamming smses.
Sincerely sorry. i was feeling rather !@#$ about something. if u need an explanation. plz look for me. i not blogging about it. it makes me !@#$%^. so tats all.
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(Tuesday, October 24, 2006-)
+10:39 PM]*
# Deathnote today!-
wa. today watched the much antipated deathnote. yes its veri cool but way both sides hack ea other wif wits instead of bullets or swords for a change. Dam cool la. But ar nxt time i see someone toking to himself... i muz not laugh at him/her. ltr toking to a death god oso duno. ok ar. den eh today ar. nothing special juz yap yap until mouth tired. i dare not go into mic's blog ltr i see L L L L L L L L L ar. den i go Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z Z. yeap. n ar ppl plz tag when u come in. trash my board plz. thx u all every much.
kick ur asses
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(Sunday, October 22, 2006-)
+10:57 PM]*
# bored.-
i'm bored bored bored. its one of the worst sundays. in tkd. my arm tio whacked during a sparring session. it was intially black now its juz swollen lo. man it hurts i cant make a fist. zzzz. i spent most of the time slping. den after dinner sily headache. even more pain. sian lo. aiya. tired. maybe nxt time i will be blog about something better. byez~
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(Tuesday, October 17, 2006-)
+11:09 PM]*
# Long time no see-
soli peps. i have been rather bz lately. my grandpa passed away. yes so not reli alot of time to blog. n sch starting n all. yes been reli bz lately. anyways, sch is fine. tml i got to face a scary lecturer. yes stevenNG. ppl say he dam kp. so i muz prepare. phew~~~ first 2 hours. his lesson. zzzz. ok la nothing to blog about. see ya
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(Tuesday, October 10, 2006-)
+8:15 PM]*
# bang head-
bang on the wall
bang on the cupboard
bang on the floor
bang on the screen
bang on the tv
bang on the cpu
bang on the pillow
bang on the bed
bang on the pillar
bang on the table
bang on the chair
bang on the cup
bang on the plate
bang on the pen
bang on the radio
bang on the door
bang everything.
bang
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(Monday, October 09, 2006-)
+10:33 PM]*
# Stay alive.-
Wa. In the longest time, dis is it. Stay Alive is a must watch. Its the best horror movie i seen in a long time. wa actually made mi jump la. its a cool movie. veri freaky as well. lol. yea met up wif my brudders from mfss. yea they r my bros forever. be a man do the right thing! oh yea. well toked to them and told them about poly life. apparently is much better than jc. indeed. yea. they r the same ppl. no chance at all. i like it tat way.
heng hu nvr stops burping
js as easy goin as ever
bong wif nvr noes wats happening
db cocky basket but i dun mind at all
well dis is the ppl i meet wif today lo.
ok. i have been feeling veri under fire lately. under fire u ask? well i'm not sure just feel tat things aint worth tinking about or even worth doin. like for example, navyfield. in the end, when i become pro, izzit goin to matter? i duno. its frustrating. i frown for no reason as if soemthing bugs my heart. oh man. slap some sense into me plz. a gd punch is enugh.
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(Saturday, October 07, 2006-)
+1:51 AM]*
# Wa MOONCAKE FEST!-
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(Thursday, October 05, 2006-)
+12:29 AM]*
# honest.-
honest? wats being honest>? i guess the basic is tat u have to be honest to urself. but i was wondering? is dere a time whereby u wanna lie to urself. like evading a fact or maybe not wanting to accept the truth or a feeling. well, i juz felt it. i shouldnt have been honest. it juz sux. alright. the urge to lie was so bad but i couldnt help myself my sub con juz kicked it. boom! feeling veri lousy about tat decision. i shouldnt have. watever. i duno wat to feel. dun wanna tink about it anymore.
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(Wednesday, October 04, 2006-)
+5:11 PM]*
# Chalet phew.-
Oh the reason y i didnt blog i becoz i was at chalet! lol. yeap. lets recount eh.
day 1: at 0900 woke up to go toilet but then... my hp rang. it was del. y? ask me go market wif her buy prawns -.- i intended to wake up at 1000 but of cuz someone had to wake me~ shesh. anyway, met bert n went off to meet randy at DE. opps we were late. yea y? becoz bert had to get chopsticks for someone~ anyway, met up wif randy and had lunch. afterwards checked into the chalet. around 2+, went www. wa we spent alot of time lazying tat river. lol it was kinda nice something like a moving bed but had to beware of ppl flipping u off ur float(SL). yea.it was kinda fun. den dere was the wave pool. yea. wa my arms were tested when the floats were pulled apart due to wave. wa stupidly pain la. but of cuz it was fun. lol anyway. nxt is the ulah lar. anyway its a big raft in which 6 ppl sit in and go down a slide. wa its quite cool la. den dis randy would be crazy enugh to stand. yea he looked like he was wind surfing la. cool eh? no photo though lol. anyway, he fell down on one time lol. overdid it.
anyway, after tat, went for dinner, ate kfc. went back ard 9+.
oh yes and we were introduced to 3 ehhhh toys? del's pipi(pillow) , mic's monkmonk(monkey) and HL's doggy(eh doggy?)
played abit of MJ. den mic suggested to go watch "shooting stars" as if u can see anything in tat kind of haze. end up, juz went walking for an hour. den del had to go drop bombs. yea. tat kind of bomb. ard tat time, i felt a suuden urge to go pee. rite after she came out n had to enter the bathroom. the first ting was WOOOAAAHHHH! TAT SMELL!!!!! FREAKIN BIOHAZARD! But no choice. i held my breath n did wat i had to do. den came out gasping for air. phew~. ok den went to slp. well, apparently i sounded like a orchestra. well, nxt time no free show. :P
second day, woke up to find 3 girls surrounding my bed. shocked becoz the moment i opened my eyes. flash! HL snapped me... apparently the bunch of us were snapped while we were asleep n GJ kept disturbing the sleeping. @#$%. nxt me, yx and bert went for lunch at BK. den went to the arcade played time crisis 4 for the first time. lol. ok afterwards, rented the bikes and went for a lil spin. den went back to the chalet for bbq.
waited for my parents to come. after they arrived, dropped off the load and i tgt they were goin to stay for the bbq but it was kinda disappointing. anyway, afterwards i downed a bottle of limonya. bad stomach afterwards. yea. later saw SL n WK torture the 3 toys. kinda funny. haha. anyway, ard 10+, went for night cycling. stopped by a playground and started playing wif a cat. lol. i liked it when the cat curled its tail around my leg. it was ticklish but fun. lol. den ard 12, went back to chalet. slept wif a painful ass.
third day, woke up and found del awake.(wow) yea. den slacked for awhile, went outside to do some thinking. den decided to go buy breakfast.
b4 checking out, had a reli tough pillow fight.
yeap. overall is a gd chalet but didnt feel like we did enugh though. well, another time ba.
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