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(Tuesday, July 03, 2007-)
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The thing is...
After a fight or any major dispute between 2 close friends, its like a ritual to meet up physically to ensure that both parties are sincere about still being friends.
well, the problem is that on monday, what i was really angry was at that meeting being cancelled. and when i offered an alternative, well i didnt receive an answer at all. even if i did, i felt like it was pting to 'nah i don't wanna meet' direction.
I don't know whether it sounds like an unreasonable request. but what i really wanted was to just see you lo.
I know i have been very unreasonable... Very mean with the way i say things to you. perhaps if i still have another chance, i will filter out some thoughts to be spoken at all...
Honestly... i haven't been a very good friend as of late... with what landed on our relationship. ya...
I have become very pessimistic. Paranoid. Unappreciative.
All in all, I am starting to suck.
sorry dear... somehow sorry doesnt really cut it anymore. no matter how i try, no matter how i want to.
Maybe its my fault for not being able to lie at such a crucial moment...
Sorry... theres nothing more i can say...
How i wish i could offer more...
This is my final entry...
good bye.
the story ends like this;
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