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(Friday, June 15, 2007-)
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# Rhythmless~-
Well. I guess the onli time i come back to blog is when i have something to rant about.
Right.
Hmmmmm i guess i feel abit awkward now.
Cant say tat i m not trying anything.
well, as far as i can tell, i am alredi trying my best.
lol the onli now i ponder over is wat m i trying my best for?
Reli~ i wanna let her noe but i juz feel tat its too premature to juz go off n say 'i love you~ be my gf~'
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ok tat sounded weird ba. But in a way, i always wanted to tell her dis line... juz not tat bluntly la.
So the qxn to myself is wat m i reli trying to achieve doin all tat hu-ha~
Sometimes i feel tat i am over-calculating.
Yet sometimes i feel tat i m being veri insensitive to her.
Wat a lousy situation.
Supposely dis girl of my dreams is so hard to achieve. or at least i am trying to obtain of her. From what i feel, shes looking for a totally diff kind of guy.
not dis goof ball hu cannot be bothered wif life and what it can offer.
Shesh~ what high self esteem~ i juz lost mine~
the story ends like this;
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