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(Monday, January 08, 2007-)
+11:45 AM]*
# Same Tgts Diff feeling.-
Somehow, i tink the same(overdoing it)
but den, when i tink of dis particular ting tat juz hit me, wun elborate, i still overdo it. as in my thinking n yet, i feel differently about it. its been a constant for awhile until i realised hey. its kinda silly. so wat for cont tinking. but the more i tell myself tat, the more i tink. the more i wan to tink. its a cycle. I juz cant stop.
Doubt filled my mind at first
den nxt feeling was anger.
den foloed by a void of emotions. the feeling whereby u juz wanna sit dere n blank out.
My life changed since u went away. i feel somehow lazy yet motivated.
Unchanged yet changed.
The most confirmed feeling though is dis void.
the story ends like this;
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