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(Friday, December 08, 2006-)
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# Heart Spilt.-
I got a really bad heart spilt.
One on side its really happy. On the other its really confused.
actually more like disappointed.
On the happi side, it doesnt need explaination.
Those knows, knows.
On the other hand,
I have been feeling abit haish-ish becoz well, i have been trying to do some mending stuff. u noe... trying to get us together, do stuff together. but it seems like everything i try, get rejected. or i put too high hopes on watever it is tat i am hoping for. its not like i expect much. but when i heard anyone say something with some enthu-ness, i really believe tat they will do it. But recently, all my plans have been rejected. as in my offers, at first was answered with a certain degree of enthu. But then, the nxt day, they juz go soli juz dun wan to. I mean it really gets mi down eh. Maybe on my end, i expect too much. Or izzit tat i muz adapt my style abit. Even though i regard dis one as a close fren, i cannot expect everything to be a yes. N yes. I would understand if one is placed under tight circumstances like parents? or maybe Tired. Tat i can sympathise with. But always getting no no no. Its kinda frustrating and saddening at the same time. Haiz.
i duno wat to expect anymore. I dun even feel like trying to do anything. Becoz 95% of the time, it gets rejected in a veri unpleasant kinda way. The simplest of excuses such as "Oh i didnt say yes rite?", "I didnt promise u anything." or "I said see first remember?" makes mi feel like i shouldnt keep my word so often. Becoz quite a number of people are doin it.
The Grinning Devil Shows No Remorse.
The King's plight untold.
Scream.
Heaven's Anguish
the story ends like this;
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