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(Tuesday, September 12, 2006-)
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# dam. its juz not fair.-
Fuck. I am juz fucked... i dun understand y she is so fucked. sure shes my mum... i tried my best not to hate her. soli... i juz cannot. i juz wanna go msia wif my frens. is tat such a problem? i dun understand her. man dis sux. i felt as if i let everyone down... i mean i was suppose to organise the date n everything. n all becoz of decision. i wun speak to her again. its like... i dun care anymore. as far as i am concerned, she onli does wat in her best interest. i am soli... i dun wanna try anymore. i hate the way she tinks... she tells mi i am too young... wat about the rest? they are like the same age as me n they can go? n i cant? wat is dis? its like when she says i wan u to study becoz i wan u to have a gd future. plz. the nxt day, she tells mi u muz study so tat u can support ur parents at the end of the day. ... u noe how sad tat sounds? how contradicting tat sounds. i juz duno how to express dis sadness and anger i feel towards her. sure... del told mi tat i cannot hate my mum. but i juz cant help myself anymore... if i am driven to madness... tat drive would be her. to be honest my curfew is at 1030. omg its like too early. sometimes i wish tat i was borned in another family. some ppl envy my family. y? becoz they say i am 'rich'. no. the ones tat i envy are the ones tat can trust ea other. the ones tat love one another... someting tat i nvr felt for along time... reli long... now i juz feel like crying... the fact is my mum doesnt trust me. lol... its kinda sad. the ppl i let down... i let down so bad... i;m soli... soli for being so enthu without any permission from dear oh mum. it pains mi to do dis... i juz cant... ARGH!!!!! dam dam dam...
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