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(Monday, August 07, 2006-)
+7:32 AM]*
# Pain.-
I woke up dis morning. wanted to believe that it was juz a nightmare. a really bad one. but no matter how i tried. it was real. ah how i wish u would forgive me... forgive me for lying. If u were in my shoes, i probably done the same. funny how dis pain doesnt feel as bad as its suppose to. probably becoz its numb alredi. numb from our previous fights. somehow i feel tat dis is maybe our last one... how i wish that i could honest wif u on my feelings. how i wish tat moment u shot those words nvr came. i wish so much for the clock to reverse... how i wish to tell u tat... i noe now that i loved you not as a stead or anything... but a fren... you are the closest girl friend that i have tats y i find it so hard to let go... tats y i find it so hard to distance myself from u... the fact is tat u were pushing me away. i felt it. and i wanted to express my frustruation... confusion... forgive me plz... now i realised it but somehow its too late.
whats done is done... there is not a moment in my sleep that i didnt dreamt f0r your forgivness...
the story ends like this;
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