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(Sunday, August 20, 2006-)
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# Ah yes... tinking again~-
let mi ask myself. wtf is wrong wif u? the whole ting u r constantly tinking. tinking of tings and people hu do not matter to u anymore. its rather heavy a burden sometimes it juz sux to me. den i came to dis qxn: why am i me? sure it sounds weird. but i ask myself abit more specficially: why am i in dis body? y am i using tings thru dis body? dis qxn juz poped out of my head. sometimes i wonder about the dumbest tings tat dun matter. another example would be izzit possible to stop feeling dis way? dis nasty feeling of contradiction... dis lousy anti social feeling... well again~ i thought of it... well my conclusion is to let my emotions flow as it is. no pt stopping it since it will onli cause more distress. anyway, i learnt to control dis urge. the urge to do stupid tings. the urge to feel tat i am fine becoz i am not. i alredi felt a piece of me being ripped out thus i am not whole. y? someone ought to noe. dun bother asking hu becoz i am sick n tired of telling ppl wat i feel or wat r my views. frankly, it sickens mi when people use KPO when they ask u dis kind of qxn. i hate it...
veri anti rite now. angry feels the hearts. a void tat nvr fills. indeed. it sux.
the story ends like this;
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