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(Sunday, August 06, 2006-)
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# achesss....-
my arms... my head.... aching ah... sianzzzz
tml got cca how to cope?!?!
hopefully tonite will heal eh.
anyway, today ah nothing special goin on. in tkd, i was asked to do empiring for a tornament. gd exp eh. oh well might as well do it. came home wif aching bones. no pain no gain eh.
ah spent the rest of the afternoon doin nothing... abit sian u see. i having doubts left n right.
my logics clashing wif recent events. so much so tat it i rocking the foundation of my head. for u see, i have always been trying to be a better man. but it seems like the harder i try, the worst i become. so wats the prob? sometimes, it pains mi juz to tink about it. so for once, i wun. anyone ask mi wats happening. i will juz shut up. its seems like silence is the way to go. perhaps, i am sicked of tinking too much and finally juz let tings go as it flows. becoz u see, the more i tink about u, the more achy my heart becomes. so the more i dun wanna tink about u. maybe it will do wat mic told mi. let fate decide ba. to tink tat i will take advice from the 3 cell gal. XD haha.
on the other hand, will i be happi not doin anything about it? esp if it reli bugs me alot? i duno wat to do... not a day has passed since i have been tinking negatively since i met u. my time my life, most of it, devoted to u. its kinda tiring. becoz i give alot more than i take. its apparent to mi tat u dun feel the same way as i do... perhaps i am wasting my time...
well, ironic.
because onli time will tell.
the story ends like this;
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