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(Monday, July 31, 2006-)
+7:54 PM]*
# what a f**ked world we live in.-
ok... i feeling rather confused now. my mind is messed up. m i juz deceiving myself? or is dere someone out dere faking a frenship wif me? shesh. i wan to noe everting. today i begin to see the darker side of me. the not so lame. rather... unsettling side of me. i distrust anyone now. looking back, i dun tink deres any reason for mi to trust anyone. yes. i believe that i was borned into a world of deceit and lies. its a crappy world. no matter hu i wanna help, i have my doubts. but i still do it. its crap. full of dipshit. at least 30 inches high. i need someone to believe in. god? i alredi lost my faith. the onli ppl i put my faith in is frens. appparently, tats not enugh for me. perhaps its me. it is i tat i muz put more faith in. i wan to trust ppl but it always bites back at me. scars r scars that will remain wif u, serving as reminders to what happened and warnings nvr to repeat the same ...mistake twice. should i trust again? but hu? tat remains to be seen la...
anyway, sch as usual. alot of crappy tings happened. my view of the world is constantly changing. n changing for the worst. i muz withdraw myself. its time to revisit an old fren
ah... i wonder if shes free. after all shes goin to have her Os soon.
today. ong xing hao shifts into full gear.
means:
no dota.
no pool.
no bowling.
(wat a boring life)
until aus 23.
i hope everyone understands... its exams eh.
the story ends like this;
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